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i get this as my wallpaper and a mini diary thing because he saw my password. SMH i love him tho :]

Social Justice Class. It inspires when you pay attention aha

One of those Crazy Random days aha

we need more og these days ! OH YEAH!!

when you get your car dont initially go crazy and stay out late. wait like 2months ;P

kiss up to your parents to the max 24/7.

text a check in ever time u go to another place.

make it “School First”

then go crazy again aha!!

Family is Everything!

I’ve noticed that children of divorced parents or their parents arent together tend to distance themselves from other people especially their parents. Now this might not be true for everyone whose parents aren’t together but for people I’ve met and know including myself are like that. Its a sad thing to see because all kids should have a close relationship with their parents because parents are the ones who are closest to u, well at least they are supposed to be. This really irks me because Im sure everyone wants a great relationship with their parents but after experiencing their parents separating and having a divorce can be psychologically hurtful and will emotionally scar a person forever unless talked about. I hope that people with parents who arent together to dig deep within themselves and get the courage to not just ignore the problem and acknowledge the fact that it is hurting them and find someone to talk about it and get that relationship with their parents because it will affect their future relationships if ignored.

Now a days everyone wants a relationship. I am one of the many guilty of this crime aha, but I through my experience, when you go into a serious relationship, you are walking into a whole lot of drama. Especially if you later realize that the person you are with isn’t all you thought they showed you they were. Then you tend to compare your bf with guys that have the characteristics of your ideal bf and then when you try to confront your current bf about this they get all defensive and automatically think that you want to break up with them. (in my opinion guys are way more insecure than thy appear to be) in conclusion the reason that there will always drama with boys is because the guy that you thought is the perfect one might not be that one for you. So moral of the story is get to know a person really well before getting serious.

My dad is a kind of dad that wants to be my friend and what not, but he is hella insecure with himself or something. I guess he wants to have that typical father daughter relationship but we obviously don’t have that relationship. The kind if relation we have is a kind of awkward relationship like there is no emotion of any show of affection and if we try its Super weird. So I know that he knows that I talk to guys or a guy when Im on the phone most of the time. He feels the need that its necessary to tell me that get cn see everything I for on my phone and I guess he is expecting me to get all scared and what not but I don’t react that way I could just care less. So he tells me he hasn’t looked yet and he won’t look. Then I remember the first time I told my dad I had a boyfriend, he confronted me about it telling me that one day I left my phone at his house and he went through it trying to figure out whose phone it was (a complete and utter lie) and then he realized it was mine and he also realizes that there were text messages sent back and forth in a bf/gf manner. Now at the time I was ok I guess that happened and I wasnt tripping but now I realize that I never go anywhere without my phone and he can’t possibly go through it if I did anyways because there’s a password. Before I realized that he tells me if i have a “guy friend” all i need to do is take him by one time to like a family bbq and that will be kool and I was like sure I will think about that, but now I realize that everything is a trap when it comes to a bf/gf in my family and that it will not lead to any good if I try to let let my family involved in my love life. I have came to this conclusion because I know I am a subject matter in my family and there is too much drama with me even though they don’t have a the truth about me and I don’t want to risk having the drama if I do let them in. Anyways back to my dad, so I have said what I said because I think its my dad who informs my family about me. Now Idk if there are other families out there like mine, Im pretty sure there are but Damn y do i have to be suck with them? Like sheesh. Ok back to my dad, so now he wants me to drive and what not but he won’t let me drive myself to do errands that I need to do, Wtf is up with that? That’s ridiculous right? Then he wants me to let him into my life? I think if he really wants that he needs.to stop giving me reasons to not let him into my life. I just think he is stupid and confused.
I just had to get this off of my chest. Sorry if it kinda gets off track.